Entry 26 : Under A Rock

Hello.
There's this funny thing going on in my everyday life.
Back in KMJ, day seemed to be much, much longer than night and night seemed to go by so fast.
Sometimes, I don't even get to go to sleep.
But here, in Mutiara Rini, the days go by so fast, I don't even get to see the light of day.
What's funny is that Malaysia has only one time zone, and the distance between Tangkak and Skudai isn't that far.
The days start like every other day, where day starts at 7AM and night starts at 7PM.
It's just that, maybe, it's the things that I do or don't do influence how long a certain day actually feels.

I haven't done much since coming back home.
Been staying up late doing God knows what.
Then waking up at midday because the dreams just get more boring the longer I sleep.
Not to be ungrateful or anything, but the Semester Break isn't turning out to be as fun as it should be.

I need the dudes back here.
It's not that I don't have friends from KMJ, but they're not exactly the type of people that I normally hang out with.
Just the other day, I spent an hour looking for a futsal court in Larkin and only got to play for, like, 10 minutes.
I've never been there before.
One good thing I got out from that day is that I do have some sense of direction, that my intuition isn't as bad as I thought it was.

I don't do much exploring.
I only know the routes that I normally take.
You can't ask me for directions to a place that I've never been to, let alone, heard of.
I'm not street smart.
Well, I do know a thing or two but I'm not someone you'd expect to volunteer for tour guide purposes.

Given the circumstances and opportunities that favor me in every way possible, I really am not using this holiday to its fullest.
I hate staying at home and wasting time but I just don't know where to go.
And, I really hate having to go alone.
I'm used to having a bunch of friends around me and I like it that way.

I just miss the dudes so much.
I don't care if this sounds gay or corny or cheesy or whatever, but I really need those guys.
Heck, even when I'm on a killing frenzy in SA I still don't get the joy I do when those guys are killing with me.
Who cares if I get a Multi Kill if I can't share it with my squad-mates.

I don't know.
Maybe next week will be better.
Hopefully, Monday will be just what I need to start off the Semester Break.
Because this week is almost over.

"Happy Halloween"

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