Entry 43 : KMJ - 04 [The End?]

As much as it comes as something out of blue, I guess that my days of reminiscing about the past should be left to be brought back in the future. It's already been three months since I left KMJ and, yes, although I had many great memories whilst being there, I haven't a clue on how to organize a very structured, informative and, at the same time, fun post so that you would enjoy reading as much as I'd gone through it.

I know that me ending here would be kind of a let down, especially to my roommates and classmates since they were the ones who made my life in KMJ so special. Don't get me wrong, though. I do have "material" but the mood isn't there anymore. I'm very sorry for this.

Upon exiting the gates of KMJ for the last time, I had it in my mind to straight away post entries about my year in KMJ. There were going to be photos, stories and a whole bunch of stuff that I wanted to show and present to everyone. But, I guess, since I just got back home, all I wanted to do was rest. I spent my time doing a whole lot of nothing the first few days back home. Shortly after that, we were all already off to KL and I spent some time there, like I used to.

I loved my time in KMJ and I really do feel a special connection with the people I met there. But I don't feel obligated anymore to talk about it. However, since I've been brought up to become a person that satisfies everyone, I wouldn't want to suddenly jump out of topic and end my KMJ tales just like that. That is why I'm writing this entry, as a sort of closure or better yet, as a teaser for what's to come. In fact, my mom still bugs me about writing about Beijing; and that was ages ago. Over time, I think she kind of forgot about it. I still feel bad about not being able to write anything about Beijing.

I feel bad about a lot of things. But, if my time spent in KMJ has taught me anything, it's that, I can take anything that comes to me, put matters into my own hands, and come out victorious. In the future, I will try my utmost best to persuade myself to write more on my past experiences, both during my time in Beijing and KMJ. However, until I do, I hope that you (the reader(s)) will accept whatever else I post here in my blog.

I will say this once more, I really do want to write more on H15, A1.17 and also the Beijing trip. I just don't feel like it at the moment. I apologize. I don't if this really causes any dissatisfaction, but it does to me; and I am really, really sorry. On the other hand, since I've officially declared my discontinuance on KMJ-related topics, I can freely post entries about the goings-on in my life currently. Therefore, I hope that you keep reading my blog. Until next time. Take care.

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