Entry 44 : So Far, So Good

"A little heads up before I continue with the entry. I'll be looking to change the layout of my blog, so once I have, I'd really appreciate it if I got some feedback. Just some suggestions or comments would do. I'm looking forward to it and I hope that you are, too. Besides that, I'm thinking of also blogging about things aside from my daily life and humanly rants, such as sports, music, movies and the world around me. It's going to be kind of difficult (and not to mention awkward) but I'll try to make it happen. Life is not life without change, right?" - Fear


Hello!
Now that I've got KMJ-related entries on a halt, I think I can finally say that I feel sort of relieved.
It's already been almost three whole months since 20th April and I've achieved fairly many things along the way.
Some of them are:







Well, I know those aren't that many, but I don't exactly remember my past, day by day.
I'm happy for myself; I really am.
I've been going through tough times with choices and decisions but I guess, even with all the stumbles and fumbles, I've made it to today safely and soundly.

September is coming up fast and I'm not getting any younger.
If there is ever a time to act out and enjoy what I still have, it's now.
I guess, when it comes to actually doing something, I begin to think too much.

I'm not at all impulsive and whenever I try to be, nothing comes out right.
I have to be this rigid, obedient and law-abiding person so that whatever comes, I can easily deal with it without hesitation or uncertainty.
But it's never cool to have a trip planned out, detail by detail.
Or having to always be depended on whenever people want an event organized and stuff.
It's rewarding, but it kind of sucks.

Although, so far, my way of living has paid off tremendously well, I really want to begin to live life limitless.
I know it wouldn't suit me, but as I said, I think too much.
I daydream a lot.
I dream a lot.
I have weird, exaggerated, abnormal fantasies that only I understand.
As much as it is special being unique, it gets ... lonely.

But, whatever, right?
As long as the people around me are happy and pleased of what I've done with my life so far, then so be it.
I can always do the stuff I want later in my life.
Right now, I think I'm better off just going with the flow and see where life takes me.
Await my next entry, people.
Until it comes, later!

"Age is but a distance measured, and time is the path you have remaining"

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